Last night, I was watching Sex & The City Season 6 Extras before going to sleep. When I tried to sleep, I just couldn’t. I went over to the kitchen for a glass of baileys before returning to bed. This time round, I suddenly felt lonely, really felt like hugging someone to sleep. At this very moment, I suddenly sang “Depeche Mode – Somebody” I actually sang out with my voice!

Immediately so, I thought about Elias, my thoughts was whether we could be together. My answer was, she’s a very nice gal, I have absolutely no problems living my life with her, however, something stuck me. REAL HARD! She’s a very good friend of mine. How could I even think about such stuff at all. I felt rather bad about it and decided to call up Vivien.

Well, after some sorting out, the conclusion is that I’m just feeling lonely and wanted somebody to be with that’s all. In fact I couldn’t imagine myself being with the bitch. It totally was a turn off. I would rather sleep with a pig than to sleep with her again.

Vivien and I talked over the phone for like 3 hours.. Her bday is coming up next week and she’s organizing a chalet at Downtown East. Kinda fun, will be meeting up with her on Friday for mahjong @ the chalet. Would be asking Elias down too, but I called her yet she didn’t answer. Guess she’s busy :D

Come to think about it, writing this blog is just like me imitating Carrie Bradshaw writing a column on the New York Star Newspaper. (or was it the New York Times) I feel like writing this blog as if it’s a column in the papers. How interesting could that get? However, I’m a guy whom lots of ppl fall upon to influence me with their secrets, yet the constant sentence is followed by, “Promise me you’ll not tell anyone” Unlike Friends (The one with Joey Tribianni, Chandler Bing, Ross & Monica Gellar, Rachael Greene) The cast of Friends can’t keep a secret for nuts! However, I’m a secret keeper :D